Final Exam oh Final Exam

Two papers tomorrow:

Varieties of English at 8.30 am

Japanese Language at 3.30 pm

And the last one the day after that:
Language and Intercultural Communication at 8.30 am

Source: Senyom Design Studio

Previous papers:

Malaysia in Narration at 3.30 pm

Fundamentals of Language Learning and Teaching at 8.30 am

PRAY FOR ME!

❤

Viva or MyVi?

Please ignore the title.
Heh.


Today's Highlight:

- Mini Viva a.k.a Thesis Defence at 8.30 a.m.

*i'm the second presenter, yikes!*

- Japanese Listening Test at 12 p.m.

*too busy worrying about viva, haven't had the chance to revise YET!*

Let's pray for the best and wish me luck!!

**nervousness, nervousness go away...*
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Evening Update:

- Alhamdulillah. The viva was okay.
*though it wasn't perfect, i know i tried*

- Sorry guys, the test is actually next week. Hehe.
**and sorry brain, you worked too hard..**

Mentally Drained

There are days when I reaaaaaaally feel like packing my stuff back, go home, get married, and get a life (eh?).

No.

Really.

I DESPERATELY NEED A LIFE.

A simple, happy life.

And there are also days when I feel like putting my pens down and go back to teaching (yes, PENS, not pants - eh? eh?).

Bluerggghhh...

I totally hate these feelings. It's like, I don't know what I'm learning anymore; like I'm confused if I'm even actually learning anything; like I'm about to throw up, not rainbows, but thunders and rain.

I want to look good in suits, too.

Like this!

Like, RIGHT NOW.

:"/

Le sigh.

Thesis Schmesis

You know what?

I'm going to propose a new topic for my research paper:

"THE THESIS EFFECT ON UNDERGRADUATE STUDENTS: A PRELIMINARY CASE STUDY IN MALAYSIAN UNIVERSITIES"

Psh!


Why can't I grad in peace?
(T_______T)

Yesterday vs Tomorrow

If I had the chance to choose between yesterday and tomorrow, I would definitely choose tomorrow for I already knew what happened yesterday. Even if yesterday was eventful and exciting, I would still choose tomorrow for I do not know what tomorrow holds. It could be a good day; it could be a bad day. But one thing is for sure, there is always hope for a better tomorrow. Ditto.

Repost: @Vivaviolet

GOODBYE SECOND YEAR!

So I'm finally done with my second year of being an ELS student!

As much as I'm enjoying this thank-God-now-hurry-up-so-i-can-get-married! moment, man, time sure knows how to ride a bullet train.

Hold on. Before I continue writing this post, can you see how much I actually LOVE writing *refer previous post* but often contemplate about whether or not to write one because of whatever reason that makes me not to?

Oh, never mind...

So like I mentioned earlier, I just finished my forth semester in UKM and my last paper was actually on the 20th June which was last week. I had been meaning to blog about how relieved I was when I got out of the examination hall that day - if I had a mortarboard then I'd probably be the first one to throw it in the air and scream "freeeeeedommmmmmmm" like a crazy woman - but since I was one of the last people to complete my essay paper (you can tell, by now) and the fact that it wasn't even a graduation day so where on earth could I find a mortarboard (?), fret not, I was completely normal and calmed.

Or, was I..?
*lols*

So,

Anyway, I was supposed to go back to my hometown today but there has been some changes made which cannot be avoided so I will probably go back by tomorrow, God's will. Oh, and for the record, Boo and I also went to a house showroom this evening and were totally mind-blown! The house is darn huge; the interior was done so beautifully that we had nothing to say but to ooh and aah.. May Allah ease everything for us, ameen.

However, the one thing that excites me the most about going back is that someone, rather somebody, is going to give me a ride home tomorrow from Bangi to KK so I'm pretty much hyped up. Hehe. It's actually not the first time, still, I'm just happy because he offers.

Boo, if you are reading this now,

And oh, Boo, I still haven't finished packing. Teehee.

Hectic Life & Excitement

I know I haven't been blogging much lately and let me tell you why.

Two reasons:

FINAL EXAM

and

A SPECIAL EVENT

Source: Here

Ever since my exam was over, I had to rush back to my hometown to help my parents with the house and the preparation. Everything needs to be sorted out before the day arrives. I'm ecstatic and I really want everything to look nice and clean. So far so good, alhamdulillah. My family has helped me a lot and I really appreciate it. May Allah bless everyone involved, ameen.

Do you still remember my previous posts where I mentioned (quite a few times, actually) about this one dress? Yes, it's about THAT. The event is TOMORROW so I pray that everything will be smooth sailing without a hitch. God's will.

Now if you'll excuse me, my dress needs ironing.

Hehehs.

P/s: 020213 - It's my second younger sister's birthday! Happy Birthday!

**Fezra, you just turned 19! Congrats SISTAH! Sorry we didn't get to celebrate your day today :D

Pp/s: 030213 - Gosh, Boo's turning 28 tomorrow?! OMG!

**Look at you! All grown up.. Time sure flies super fast, huh? :) x

3 DOWN, 2 MORE TO GO

Academic Writing - Jan 2, 2013 (DONE)

Japanese Language (Basic II) - Jan 3, 2013 (DONE)

Oral Communication Strategies - Jan 7, 2013 (DONE)

Now I'm anxious for these two to be over:

HUBUNGAN ETNIK - Jan 10, 2013 (COMING SOON)

ACADEMIC READING - Jan 16, 2013 (COMING SOON)

The first two subjects were tough, to be honest. I knew I could do better than that but it's okay. He knows better. I'll still try my best for these upcoming papers. Which means, more reading and memorizing. Awesome. Pray for my success, okay? xx

FINALS OH FINALS

My Academic Writing paper starts at 0830 (which means I have less than 6 hours to study!) and here I am, blogging and surfing the net worrying over some other "stuff" than revising. Jeez, this is one of the things which I dislike the most every time there is a writing test..

I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT TO READ!

*mental breakdown* 

In fact, I haven't even started revising a single thing up until now, to be honest. How can I be SO DARN RELAXED, trust me, I have no idea myself. Lack of motivation, yadayada... Truth is, I've been saying this all over again for the past two semesters! SIGH.

But all praise be to Allah, He guided me through it.

Alhamdulillah.

Let's just hope for the best this time as well. Oh and for the record, I am actually more concerned about my Japanese Language paper tomorrow (Jan 3rd) so... Wish me luck!

がんばってね！

NAUGHTY TEMPTATIONS

There's just sooooo many things on my to-buy list right now and it's driving me nuts!

I mean it. The pressure is piling up slowly, but greatly I don't think I can live anymore.

Gaaaahhhhh.
It's like back in the days where we thought 50 cents candies were expensive that all we could do was poked our dear parent, put on a sulky face and stomped our feet just so they bought the candies for us.

I feel so useless.

Pathetic, really.

I mean, what is worse than being lusted over more and more stuff each and every single day and you have no money? SAD, right?

Life as a student (with no money) s*cks!!

RILEKS.FM

Hahaha.

Boo just made my night by sending me a song dedication on an online radio which is known as Rileks.fm. Oh don't worry, that was the first time I heard such name, too. Well he made it twice actually, because I missed the first one. Blame the connection.

*grrr...*

I laughed out loud upon hearing what Boo had sent for me;

" Kepada Farhana yang berada di UKM, Bangi.

Makan maggi elok-elok ye.." 

Puuuurrrff!!

Yes, he knew I was having Mamee Sllrrrp Kari Berapi by then. Almost choked on the instant noodles when she (the DJ) said that!

DJ: 'Ai, makan maggi je? Kenyang ke makan maggi tu? Oh takpe-takpe, esok boleh keluar dating! Ahaks. Pandai-pandai jela kan, habislah saya kena esok.' "

HAHAHAHAHA!

What is more hilarious is that the DJ is actually his cousin.

Okay....

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*runs hiding under the duvet*

A CUP OF COFFEE

It is 9.25pm and the rain has just started falling. The roads are wet, the trees are dancing because of the breezy push of wind. So on a cold night like this, I think a hot drink is often the cure for what ails.

So what is it that ails me? It's pretty hard to say and I totally hate that feeling. You know, the moment when you really, really feel like telling someone something, but it makes you sad because you know there isn't anybody whom you can share with. It feels so suffocating as though you are drowning in a pool of muddy rainwater. It is as though you are choking but you are still breathing.

Life has been pretty tough on my side this time. Academically, no. Socially and mentally, yes. Or so I think. That explains the hiatus, in case you were wondering. More on that later. Cross your fingers hard for that to happen, though. 

Warm hug for my dear bloggy.

For now, a cup of coffee is what I need.

*clink!*

"MIC CHECK, MIC CHECK"

[Teaser]

"Gosh, I've been bullied!"

YOU'VE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME!

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Anyway,

*mic check, mic check*

*test, test, 1, 2, 3*

-stay tuned-

PREPOSITION (AFTER)

Man, it was tough!

I can't remember when was the last time I ever frowned like that.

Extremely confusing.

We were given a two-pages text about Sapphires. The choices were simple;

"across, in, under, of, out, beside, to, with"

There were 20 blanks to be filled up.

Choose any of those words correctly to complete the passage.

Sounds simple?

Pfft. Heck no.

NOT AT ALL!

I even changed some of my answers at the last minute.

Well, no point stressing out. I already tried my best.

.HAVE FAITH.

*ameen*

PREPOSITION?

Dear Bloggy,

Today (at 4pm), we'll be having a quiz on Preposition.

It is our second quiz for Foundation English.

*you don't know where I am now, do you?*

Yes, the quiz itself sounds so simple.

Remember when we were young, our teachers taught us PREPOSITIONS?

"The book is on the table."

"Ali is sitting next to Salmah."

"Starbucks is in front of the T.G.I. Friday's."

Okay, ignore the third sentence.

Like that ever happened.

Yeah... Those were the days..

However, I bet this time wont be as easy as the ones we learnt in primary school. If yes, EVEN BETTER!

What I am trying to say is, not that I think I can't score this quiz but to be honest, I can feel that tiny bit of pressure on me already! WHY? Well I (surprisingly) scored flying colours on Quiz 1 (for this subject, of course) and I personally did NOT expect I could get perfect 10!

The quiz was on grammar.... Guess what has changed after that?

"THE EXPECTATION"

Yes, and I certainly do not like it. Ever since that day my friends started to look up to me and whenever there is a quiz, they think I should have no problem in getting full marks!

P.R.E.S.S.U.R.E

*anyway i'm humbled*

So... Wish me luck Bloggy!

I'll try my best too.

No pressure.

♥